Title: Condition Of My Heart
Fandom: Super Junior
Pairings: Kyuhyun/Sungmin, other pairings to come
Summary: Kyuhyun realises that he likes Sungmin. What does he do about it? Deny it of course.
Previous Chapters: Prologue / One
Kyuhyun murmured before turning his head into his pillow. Sungmin bit his lip, shifting his pink bunny in his arms before reaching out to prod Kyuhyun's cheek again.
'Kyu!' Sungmin reached for the blanket that Kyuhyun was tangled up in and snapped it clean off the bed. Kyuhyun spun out of bed and hit the floor at Sungmin's shuffling feet.
'What the f- Min? What's wrong?' Kyuhyun rubbed his eyes to peer at Sungmin who was wearing his favourite pink pajamas.
'There's a thunderstorm.'
Sungmin pouted and Kyuhyun felt his stomach flip. Think Yoona, Luna, Sooyoung, Victoria,
Amber, Jessica, Tiffany -
'Can I sleep with you?'
'Wha-?' Kyuhyun attempted coherency. 'You have, um, pink bacteria! Don't come near me!'
Sungmin raised an eyebrow. 'Seriously?'
Kyuhyun's witty remark was drowned out by a loud crash of thunder and he forgot his name as Sungmin burrowed into his chest. Kyuhyun inhaled the scent of Sungmin's shampoo and sighed. He struggled to breathe in enough air to keep his brain working as he rubbed Sungmin's back before picking up all his blankets and tucking Sungmin in. As he got in, Sungmin snuggled up to him and he awkwardly put an arm around his shoulders. Sungmin made a noise and buried his face again at another loud boom. Kyuhyun sighed.
'Sorry Kyu, I know this is weird for you since you like girls and all.'
'Sleep hyung. We have schedule tomorrow.' Kyuhyun yawned and dropped off almost immediately.
Sungmin sighed and gazed at Kyuhyun's face, before brushing his hair out of his eyes gently. He tucked his head comfortably into Kyuhyun's shoulder before drifting off with a sad smile grazing his lips.
'I blame Eeteuk.'
'-hyung.' Kangin said menacingly
Kyuhyun held his hands up. 'I blame Eeteuk hyung.'
'Always so polite to your elders.' Kangin smirked and settled back into the couch as Kyuhyun made a strangling motion in the air. 'Still convinced that you like girls?'
'I do like girls! If I had had my computer cord, I wouldn't be sleeping, I'd be playing Starcraft and Sungmin hyung wouldn't cuddle with me because he was scared of the thunderstorm and I wouldn't have to talk to you right now. Sungmin is a boy right, not a girl?'
Kangin shook him by the shoulders. 'Wake up and smell the kimchi my boy. With all this time spent around Super Junior, I'm surprised you're still thinking of girls!'
'But girls are hot!' Kyuhyun exclaimed. He peered at Kangin goggling at him in disbelief. 'Right?'
'Have you seen Siwon's abs? Or Teukie's recently. I just want to eat them up.'
'You did not just say that.'
'What? I'm the appa, Teukie's the umma. It's the way of life. Didn't your parents ever tell you how you came into this world?'
'I did not have to imagine my parents having sex! Wait you guys have sex?! I don't want to imagine you and Eeteuk hyung having sex!' Kyuhyun had a traumatised look on his face akin to him finding out that Starcraft was going to be outlawed.
Kangin ruffled his hair. 'Eeteuk's going to kill me for corrupting his baby boy.'
'There's always still Henry to keep pure.'
'Youngwoon!' Eeteuk came flying through the front door, laden with bags of grocery shopping. 'I missed you.'
'Not my fault when you decided to go shopping with Yesung instead of me. Why the hell, anyway?!'
They eyed Yesung walking through the living room stroking a slab of beef in his hand, whistling as he went.
'He says it reminds him of Ryeowook.'
There was a few moments of silence.
'Don't want to know why, don't want to know how, don't want to know anything at all!' Kyuhyun covered his ears and screamed. 'And I don't want to hear about you two having sex!'
Eeteuk blinked. 'You gave Kyuhyunnie the sex talk?'
'Sorta.' Kangin looked apprehensive.
'Good! Go seduce Sungmin. Be careful, be safe, don't have multiple partners unless you're screwed up like Heechul with a god complex and a need for attention. And go easy on Sungmin for his first time.'
Kyuhyun ran out the door with his hands over his ears before shrieking back.
'I do not like Sungmin!'
A few days passed without incident and Kyuhyun has successfully deluded himself into thinking that long hair was gorgeous before he remembered the hairstyles that Heechul and Kibum had had before. He had nearly suffocated himself with his pillow when he realised the horror.
As he watched the vids of their recent performances, he realised that Sungmin was always at the back now. Without his usual smiles and jokes. He barely spoke five sentences on Shim Shim Ta Pa. His heart twinged at the sight of Sungmin's drawn face, unsmiling and unhappy.
I'm only worried because he is my hyung. He is my hyung and I care for him, as a dongsaeng, nothing more.
He knocked on Heechul's door. You know you're desperate when you go to Heechul for advice.
A groan emitted from inside as Hankyung cracked open the door. 'We're kinda busy at the moment.'
'I only need to talk to Heechul hyung, you can just sit in the corner and do your own things.'
'That would be rather difficult at the moment seeing as he is rather attached to me right now.'
Kyuhyun took in the implications of this statement, flushed red and backed away to the safety of his room.
Heechul came to him an hour later, relaxed and smiling.
'I don't want to hear anything.'
Heechul smirked. 'You came knocking on my door, not the other way round. I say you need some serious help.'
Kyuhyun scoffed. 'Your help is not needed hyung. I just want to know if you know why Sungmin hyung isn't smiling nowadays.'
Heechul stopped mid walk to Kyuhyun's bed. 'You seriously don't know? You can't tell me that you seriously don't know. Even Siwonnie wasn't that thick.'
'Did something happen without me knowing?' Kyuhyun scratched at his head.
'Evidently, looking at your stunned face right now.' Heechul rolled his eyes. He sat down on Kyuhyun's bed heavily. 'I can't help you in this. No one can. You either figure it out yourself with your lack of brainpower or you're going to screw up the rest of your life with regret when you find out.'
Kyuhyun snorted. 'Way to break it to me gently. Thanks for the vote of confidence Heechul.'
Heechul grabbed the pillow and raised it threateningly. 'What am I to you? Your dongsaeng?!'
'Hyung hyung! Mianhe hyung!'
Heechul stormed out of the room, muttering about disrespectful dongsaengs, wielding Kyuhyun's keyboard like a blade, ignoring Kyuhyun's wails that were coming from the room.
A/N: Sungmin bb don't be sad even though your singing was a little off on Music Bank! I thought you were great. You hit the high notes well! Don't be sad Sungmin:( My heart is breaking everytime he doesn't smile.
P.S Somebody really needs to stop me from writing lol.
P.P.S Heechul is probably the only person that Kyuhyun is scared of. Kangin not as much haha.
P.P.P.S does anybody think that the jeans that Eunhyuk wears here are the same ripped ones that Sungmin wore at the 3d concert? Sungmin wielding the nunchucks is really hot, please smile again Sungmin!
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